imperfect i am

may 25, 2007

i am just a "being" - - flawed, faulty. but a being with complicated choices. those choices didn't come with the "being" when i was born on april 19. they existed only through time and experiences. and so the more complex i became, i started to affix words to them. i started from the simple to something that was not just a writing on the sand but concrete. in my present age, i am proud to say that i now have a firmer grip in life, a firmer footing. the importance of everything around me has matured and became absolutely precious.
never have known by heart or will know all the facts, or be exact in reading motives. i will always find it impossible to be totally objective. expect that i will fail to see, once in a while, "the big picture". i exist in blind spots and ocassionally, i will have blurred perspectives.
and with my imperfect self i will remain to tread, as much as possible, cautiously, on this difficult expedition. and if i fall, aside my own imperfect self to pick me up, from the bottom of my heart, i will be appreciative of the people who will pick me up and continue to walk by my side.
imperfect. . . that is what my life is.
but i am comfortable
because i look beyond those imperfections

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