change and expectation. . .

i always have expectations in all things including myself. while most people tend to lower their expectations each time they are not met, i don’t change mine. i look at expectations as something to hope for. it is a force that pushes me to give my best. i expect that i perform admirably to my commitments and use my energies to some creative use. along with that though, i expect that i will be misunderstood or my actions will be misinterpreted by others. if this happens, my recourse is not to feel frustrated. instead, I bravely take any blame and consider it as an opportunity to grow. for today,  i’ll bear in mind that I need to be careful on how I go about expressing myself and check whether or not my energies are actually behind my actions.

i want unsuperficial and profound changes in my life. i am resolved though not to force things to materialize and progress but to just indulge on how my ideas run through my mind even if these ideas don’t give huge  results at this time. i believe in hard work but I also believe in chance and on intuition. if nothing happens despite efforts,  i find it more sensible to retreat until I am ready to assert myself again. i believe that life and difficulties sometimes move on by itself. the essence of transformation is not to fight it but just allow it to exist and happen.

i hope and pray to succeed in everything that I do today and to the coming days ahead.